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2006-10-03T00:53:00.000+08:00

ok dis is a super nice song from Save The Last Dance For Me. korean drama. worth watchin !!! (anyone got de vcd?)
i've got de link.. think it works.. haha.. =x http://www.radioblogclub.com/open/36046/give_my_love_edward_chun/Edward%20Chun%20-%20Give%20my%20love

Edward Chun - Give My Love Lyrics

When i look in your eyes i can see that you
Want to be with me but you’re so scared
And i dont know what to say or do
But the tears keep falling from your eyes
And i know that times won’t change my love
And i cant do nothing to keep you

*oh, i’ll give my love
Oh when i hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know that i cant change my love
Take my love all through the night…

As the hours pass away
You think that love ain’t here to stay
Feel a beat from your chest
But you don’t give doubt a moment’s rest
You dream the future and all you see is dark
Listen to your heart, baby,
The truth will set sparks

Now i’ll give my love oh when i hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know, that i can’t change my love
Take my love all through the night…

Now i’ll give my love oh when i hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know that time won’t change my love
Take my love all through the night… (*)

2006-05-12T18:09:00.000+08:00

a wonderful song frm The Wild..

Lifehouse - Good Enough
It seems the more we talk The less I have to say Let's put our differences aside Wanted to make your proud But I just got in your way I found a place that I can hide
Now everything is changing But I still feel the same We're running out of time What do I have to do To try to make you see That this is who I am And it's all that I can be
I tried to find myself Looking inside your eyes You're all that I wanted to be There must be something else Behind all the lies That you wanted me to believe Now everyone is saying That I should find a way To leave it all behind
What do I have to do To try to make you see That this is who I am And it's all that I can be What do I have to do To try to make you see Trying to be like you Isn't good enough for me
And I won't let you go And I won't let you down I won't give you up Don't you give up on me now
What do I have to do To try to make you see That this is who I am It's all that I can be What do I have to do To try to make you see Trying to be like you Isn't good enough for me
Ohhhh what do I have to do Ohhhh to try to make you see

i stil feel de same for u.. if onli u cld understand n accept mi for de way i m.. i hab my limits to0.. it's rainin inside mi again.. =x let mi noe wad i can do to make u feel beta..
so wad's nex ? is dis gonna be de end of us ?
im kipin my fingers crossed..

2006-03-23T00:24:00.000+08:00

terrible mood todae.. at first it was cuz of personal issue.. i tried to kip myself smilin de whole dae.. hopin not to bother my frens to0 much.. ok it sarks wen i cant let out my sorrow or anger..! n it's super tirin.. well.. den wen things got juz a lil beta.. a small issue started bet mi n my best fren.. i hab to sae im reali not in de mood to settle de matter yet for im reali tired le.. so i did nth.. which is so unlike mi.. but i was not in de mood to speak properly at all.. so i decided to try takin ice cream in hope dat i cld feel a lil brightened-up.. err.. guess it was completely useless.. didnt feel any beta after dat.. cuz prob was not resolved ba.. took mrt home ltr.. met sumone at orchard mrt.. n he sent mi home.. end of dae..

ok.. super low mood for whole of todae.. bad dae.. bad bad bad dae..

wen wil de gd daes be back..?

2006-03-04T17:21:00.000+08:00

umm.. here to blog for ytd.. hee.. it was a great great dae..! wahaha.. went to sentosa wit my og ppl.. huifen yunqian xiuyi magdeline yunli huihian gangrui elwin jonathan mark kingsly michael.. dat shld be all.. audrey came after dat wit her fren madonna.. darren came join us ltr to0.. met xueshi wit her frens jeremy n a gal (i forgot her name).. so long since i met her.. tok to her quite sum bit.. n met ltr yien wit her frens.. kinda shocked she cld recognise mi.. haha.. anwyay.. we had our fun at siloso beach.. i didnt join them wit de vball game.. dun like.. umm.. super burnt now.. quite in pain la.. =(( left at bout 5 plus.. few of de guys left early.. others went to marina south for dinner.. headed to de mrt tgt while i stayed on n wait for my frens..
jonjon was de earliest.. but he kept complainin bout waitin.. so impatient..! haha.. oh ya.. kenneth was super late la.. kept us waitin for so so long..! haha.. dinner was nice la.. ate til 9 plus.. den we started takin lots of pix.. haha.. had lotsa fun.. jr was takin videoclip of us.. muz hab takin lots of farnie actions.. haha.. anyway.. we wanted to play pool de.. but dere was a blackout..! siansian.. cant play le lo.. den stef shan king n i waited for de others to play at de arcade.. left for home after dat.. nth much le.. guess i wun get to see all these ppl often after todae le.. =(( blah blah.. oh ya.. de ppl dere for steamboat were stef shan king kaiyuan jr jonjon kenneth gerard kevin n mi..

umm.. glad to see stef n her bestest much ok todae le.. =D yayy..!
think shan n her bestie r gettin lil weird.. hope things r fine ba.. =))

yayy..! cheers for de dae..! may these frenships last long.. haha..

2006-02-26T23:04:00.000+08:00

rather bz dae i had.. went to n0rthp0int t0 change de c0ntact lens s0luti0n in de m0rnin.. had t0 pay 1o bucks f0r de sec0nd b0ttle cuz they cum in tw0 0nli.. =(( wasted m0ney.. b0ught yakun cheesy french t0ast n magnolia ch0c0 milk f0r breakfast.. hee.. l0ved them.. wahaha.. den i met beat n we walked t0 her grandma's hse.. had sum buddhist religi0us thingy.. dunn0 h0w t0 sae.. haha.. nvm.. umm.. her ma g0t damn gd c0mplexi0n la.. like s0 smo0th n clear n y0ung la.. im s0 envi0us..! haha.. she kept enc0uragin mi t0 take fruits cuz it wil gif mi dat kinda c0mplexi0n.. haha.. nonon0.. dat's s0 imp0ssible f0r mi.. haha.. anyway.. we left de hse at 3 plus.. went t0 upper thomsan rd.. (( i juz forg0t h0w t0 spell dat r0ad name)) had prata.. nth special b0ut it leh.. we were b0th super super full la.. haha.. headed t0 pierce reserv0ir after dat.. den we sat dere n t0k.. wahh.. simply l0ve de peace n quiet dere.. n juz realised dat it's s0 pretty t0 lo0k at de sea n sky sideways.. haha.. nvm.. dat's quite lame.. umm.. had t0 leave de place at 5 plus.. cuz beat nid t0 be at airp0rt t0 send her c0usin 0ff.. s0 i headed h0me.. nth else interestin f0r de dae.. blah blah..

dear bestest.. im sorri to cuz u s0 much troubles.. i reali didnt mean to neglect u.. i was actuali not quite aware dat u nid mi to be dere for u at tyms.. i dun mind u tellin mi any of ur probs de.. pls feel free to bother mi anytym k..? n sorri to make u feel dat im to0 bz f0r u.. guess im juz to0 bad in my own tym management ba.. sarks im l0st for words.. well.. im truly deeply sorri.. smile smile k?! u r stil my cl0sest fren l0..! =))

0k0k.. im think im bad.. reali bad i mean.. im makin s0 many gd frens 0f mine feel dat im much to0 bz f0r them.. wad de hell..! wad can i d0 t0 make things beta..? hais.. blah blah blah.. dunn0 h0w t0 put my t0ts int0 w0rds rite n0w..
juz w0nderin.. s0 hab i reali been happie recently..? i t0t i was.. sarks..!

2006-02-26T00:41:00.000+08:00

swt n0v !!! juz watched de sh0w 0n tv.. enj0yed it.. it's juz s0 w0nderful t0 put an end at de m0st beautiful m0ment.. n let f0nd mem0ries last f0reva.. umm nvm..
sh0ppin at n0rtp0int juz n0w.. =)) b0ught 3 new t0ps.. err.. all r black.. haha.. nvm.. l0ve 'em all.. i wanna sh0p m0re.. wahaha.. m0re t0ps.. jeans.. skirts.. access0ries.. blah blah..
0h ya.. guess wad.. i slpt til 330 t0dae.. haha.. dat's a rec0rd f0r mi..! g0t 0ut of bed cuz my ma was disturbin mi.. haha.. n i had breakfast cum lunch cum high-tea.. wahaha.. den i g0t changed n went 0ut f0r dinner at amk.. wad a dae..!!!

umm.. actuali wanna write b0ut each dae for de past wkdaes de.. but n0w.. i think i f0rg0t b0ut each dae le.. haha.. umm..
went to stef hse quite a few tyms dis wk.. ok it's reali messy dere.. haha.. had ice creams almost everydae.. tartofu..!!! it taste completely like ferrero rocher.. im l0vin it..!!! haha.. went shan's hse f0r one of de afternns wit jr.. quite interestin la.. jr was super farnie.. s0 s0 silly la.. de gun..! haha..
aiye i cant rmb anyth else le.. blah blah.. gettin late now.. im endin here.. haha..

2006-02-19T22:02:00.000+08:00

wahhh.. an0ther b0rin dae f0r mi.. quite sarks la.. wanted t0 spend sum tym at my c0mp de.. but de c0nnecti0n was simply havin sum to0pid pr0b.. tried usin my sis's.. it's de same..! =(( s0 i kinda watched tv n ate de wh0le afternn.. think i gained l0ads 0f fats le.. haha.. n wen my dad came back.. i t0ld him de big pr0b my c0mp was facin.. he tried n simply succeeded c0nnectin t0 de internet.. sarks..! my c0mp was playin a trick 0n mi.. =x nvm.. watched 'catch mi if u can'.. wah de sh0w quite r0x.. haha.. i enj0yed it.. yayy.. =D

2006-02-18T23:42:00.000+08:00

umm.. juz a b0rin saturdae.. spent de wh0le afternn slackin in fr0nt 0f de tv at de livin rm.. c0mp had pr0b.. was chattin nicely wen suddenly de c0nnecti0n went 0ff.. tried restartin a few tyms but it juz didnt help.. s0 i gave up n watched tv.. called shan in de evenin 0nli t0 be reminded dat i had missed acjc carnival..! =x i actuali wanted t0 g0 de.. h0w cld i ever be s0 f0rgetful..! =(( *regrets* blah blah.. anyway.. went 0ut wit ma n sis t0 n0rthp0int.. didnt had anyth f0r dinner.. den it was sh0ppin tym.. met my neighb0urs at espirit.. de auntie gave mi such a big HUG wen i t0ld her i g0t 14 f0r L1R5.. haha.. s0 swt 0f her..! hahaha.. umm.. sis b0ught a .. er.. dunn0 jacket 0r cardigan.. haha.. nvm.. it's super nice la.. c0st 5o bucks..! s0 ex l0.. ke xi my sis cant fit int0 xs 0r s.. she b0ught m size.. a lil lo0se f0r mi.. blah blah.. went f0r supper at ya kun t0ast.. 0rdered my fav.. cheesy french t0ast.. wahaha.. l0ve it..! n shared kaya t0ast wit my ma.. think i gained quite sum bit 0f fats le.. =x 0h ya.. i saw a nail p0lish c0l0ur frm espirit dat i like.. hee.. im g0nna buy it so0n.. wahaha.. =D
0hh.. dad t0ld mi t0dae dat i'll get t0 hab a new f0ne in march.. hee.. cant wait.. yayy..! he's suggestin K750i.. but i like 737o.. umm.. see how ba.. =x
0ne m0re thing.. c0ngrats t0 da0wei 0n havin his 0wn drumset at h0me..! wahaha..

off n0w.. =))

2006-02-17T23:05:00.000+08:00

0hhh.. went t0 nyjc t0dae.. f0ll0wed so0nheng.. first less0n was math lecture.. i l0ve it.. haha.. a new t0pic but i can quite understand.. hee.. shan n i went t0 de lib after dat.. sat dere n use her lapt0p.. it was s0 s0 s0 c0ld..! lo0ked f0r so0nheng at de de canteen durin his break tym.. had a meal dere while so0nheng left f0r his clz.. met a l0t of ppl i n0e.. haha.. frm amkss n chingay thingy n even pri sch fren.. wahaha.. went ps at b0ut 11 plus.. had a lil pr0b findin where de butt0n t0 0pen de do0r was.. haha.. 0h ya.. de sch t0ilets r veri nice l0.. aiyeee.. de sch buildings r pretty to0.. haha.. de sch quite r0x la..! haha..
walked all de way frm de sch t0 serango0n mrt..! it was s0 s0 far.. n the weather was s0 h0t la.. cant stand it..! felt like givin up walkin l0.. haha.. went t0 m0s burger while we waited f0r evan.. he appeared wit 2 fl0wers dat shan n i t0t were super cuteee l0.. aiyoo0.. t0 think de tw0 of them had planned it de l0.. shan actuali t0ld evan dat we liked it la.. s0 in 0ther w0rds evan was kinda 'f0rced' t0 buy for us.. but i was stil gan d0ng la.. felt s0 pampered by them.. haha.. den we walked rnd de place n wind0w-sh0pped.. met king.. wad a surprise.. haha.. r0ngr0ng j0nj0n gerard n alvin came.. they wanna g0 play po0l de.. but shan n i didnt hab any t0p t0 change.. sat 0utside de mall while it was rainin.. den we walked 0ver t0 paradiz t0 lo0k f0r them.. didnt j0in them in de game th0ugh.. sat 0utside at de fo0d c0urt.. r0ngr0ng tried de s0ft t0y machince thingy again.. alvin evan n i helped to0.. spent a t0tal 0f 6 bucks ba.. stil cldn't get it.. =((
headed h0me g0t changed n went 0ut again f0r dinner wit king n his br0 n fren kimberly at 6 plus.. dinner at amk jack's place.. g0t de same fl0wer but diff c0l0ur frm king.. stil l0ve it th0ugh.. n0t feelin reali hungry la.. blah blah.. had grilled catfish.. it was nice la.. simple l0.. =)) didnt t0k much juz n0w.. guess cuz i was juz tired ba.. 0h ya.. de seafo0d salad was nice.. hee.. i l0ve it w0rx.. shared tw0 ice creams after dat.. hee.. headed back h0me after dat..
yeahh.. thankiew shan.. quite gan d0ng la.. =x thankiew evan.. u r stil as gentleman as ever l0.. aiyoo0.. thankiew king f0r de fl0wer n dinner.. ya i actuali n0ticed u buyin it le.. n s0rri i was rather quiet at dinner juz n0w.. anyway thanx l0ads.. =D
great dae i had.. yayy..

2006-02-16T23:44:00.000+08:00

umm.. sch started todae.. shan was here again.. haha.. jierong was de one hu brought her into sch.. cuz i was rather late again.. blah blah.. todae became de second tym i skipped all lectures n tutorials lo.. aiyooo.. dis tym i even skipped CT.. haha.. sat at fish tank wit kenneth n leslie.. haha.. sumone frm bball j2 joined us.. n it was crap all de way.. haha.. de rest of de dae was purely sittin rnd de sch.. went bball court n had de choco frm king.. hee.. super nice.. stef shan n i had a bite of each one.. n we gave two to kenneth..! blah blah.. left sch at 1.. we headed to j8.. had ajisen.. sum of de guys went to bread talk instead.. wah.. we were all super full.. haha.. to0k pix after dat.. yayy.. not veri nice though.. haha.. nth else for de dae le.. i left for potong pasir mrt station wit kenneth while shan n stef took de red mrt.. umm.. finally had evenin nap todae.. woken up by a call frm aunt.. blah blah..
well.. goin nyjc wit shan tml.. =))

2006-02-15T23:42:00.000+08:00

yayy.. great dae t0dae..! but umm.. didnt hab a great start.. my f0ne fell 0ff de bed while ringin n i had t0 get 0ut of bed t0 pick up dat call..! it was shan.. anyway stef n i were stil tryin t0 confirm hu wil be g0in l0.. n it was finally confirmed at 11 plus.. met kenneth at yck mrt.. he was late l0.. blah blah.. shan b0arded de train at n0vena n we headed at cine pasta t0 prepare de surprise.. wahaha.. stef king jon jon rong rong came n j0ined us.. kevin joined us ltr to0.. sang bdae s0ng n had 0ur meals.. had left-0ver cakes n food l0.. wad a waste.. anyway.. we to0k pix at de print club after de meal.. haha.. de guys were s0 gay.. they used 0wn cam t0 take pix wit pink backgrnd.. haha.. but de pix was nice th0ugh.. umm.. den we headed t0 paradiz for po0l.. played til 6 plus i think.. aiye im s0 lan t0dae.. sad sad.. guess i was n0t quite in de mo0d t0 play la.. well nvm.. we walked 0ut 0f de place n sum0ne suggested t0 play wit de to0pid s0ft t0y machine.. haha.. jon jon g0t 0ut a c0in n all de guys helped t0 check de p0siti0nin.. haha.. n guess wad.. they g0t 0ne l0!!! wahaha.. they gave it t0 mi.. hee.. cuz i like dat s0ft t0y.. it's d0nald duck l0..! it was my fav character in disney wen i was in kindergarten.. haha.. n dis is reali reali cuteee.. baby duck in purple coat carry a blue fish.. wahhh.. l0ve it..! haha.. umm.. they continued tryin.. h0pin t0 get f0r each 0f us gals.. haha.. de sec0nd 0ne they g0t was given t0 stef.. n simply cldn't get de third 0ne.. n s0 we left de place f0r dinner.. 0h ya.. i paid 3 bucks f0r their attempts la.. haha.. well.. we had dinner at l0ng j0hn silver.. n0t havin gd appetite.. s0 i juz ate a lil.. ltr we gals n king went int0 ps while de guys went t0 play at xb0x.. b0ught sth i was lo0kin f0r n shan went t0 c0llect sth.. umm.. tried many glasses.. wahaha.. m0st dun suit mi leh.. =(( nvm.. we went t0 xb0x t0 bid de guys gdbye n left f0r h0me le.. king n i went t0 de red line while shan n stef to0k de purple.. blah blah..
0h ya.. g0t a fl0wer n card n cr0wn necklace frm stef.. hee.. she r0x.. my card had de l0ngest msg..! wahaha.. thankiew stef.. muacks!!! haha..
great dae i had t0dae.. reali fun.. to0k my mind 0ff sum thingy dat was b0therin mi.. =)) thankiew ppl..!
rep0rtin back t0 sch tml.. yayy!!! =x

2006-02-14T01:35:00.000+08:00

sent0sa !!! haha.. went dere todae.. palawang beach.. at de warmest hour la.. wit jas jess n shan.. purely dere to sun tan.. shan n i got our feet wet onli.. actuali cuz we had to stay dry la.. blah blah.. had snacks at one of de restaurant dere.. not sure if it shld be called a restaurant la.. wadeva.. n wah it's damn ex la.. had vanila milkshake n crispy potato wedges.. umm.. den we went off to change at bout 2.. wahaha.. n we headed to ps.. ps again.. omg.. i hab been goin dere so often la.. blah blah.. well.. jas went off to mit her boi boi.. while i went to look for gang rui.. shan n jess wondered off themselves.. umm.. de movies tix were sellin fast la.. didnt get gd enuff seats to watch.. walked rnd instead.. i finally got stef prezzie todae..! =D nth much to do dere.. so i suggested to walk to orchard.. yayy.. jian fei again.. haha.. had ice cream at taka.. met quite a few frens.. to0 many to be named la.. sorri.. well.. we walked quite a lot la.. den i bought de shake shake salad n we headed home le.. i had to be home for dinner cuz my ma insisted dat she'll cook sth special.. blah blah.. not a bad dae ba.. except dat i was havin terrible mood swing while chattin online.. =x sorri to all i was tokin to if i sounded weird.. oh ya.. thankiew so much for de prezzie gangrui.. it's pink..! haha..
goin out again tml.. hope tml wil be a much beta dae..
off to bed now.. zzzz !!!!

2006-02-13T23:23:00.000+08:00

blah blah.. juz a dae wit mo0d swing.. out wit crispen n shan todae.. went to town lo.. watched movie at cine.. a season of love.. think so.. not sure.. haha.. had yoshi be4 de show started.. n we were a bit late.. juz 10 min ba.. quite a nice show.. sum parts were reali touchin.. de lil boi in de show was cuteee la.. haha.. but umm.. cld hab enjoyed de show more if nth was botherin mi.. blah blah.. not a big matter though.. umm.. had ice cream at cafe cartel after dat.. aiye de almond n caramel thingy was to0 swt le lo.. n it had more caramel than ice cream.. =(( looked for jas after de 'dinner'.. she was shoppin at forever 21 at wisma lo.. umm.. after dat we walked rnd the heeren cuz i had to look for prezzie.. met a few frens.. didnt see anyth i cld buy as prezzie.. walked to ps after dat.. love de walkin.. wahaha.. jianfei-in.. blah blah.. shopped rnd again at ps.. stil didnt see anyth for a prezzie.. =(( left ps at bout 830.. shan took the purple line while crispen n i went for de red line.. didnt tok much.. guess i was juz feelin low lo.. sian siann..
aiye guess de dae was borin ba.. sorri ah crispen.. i'll be tryin de cookies after bathin n bloggin.. =x anyway.. thankiew..! =D
a long dae for tml.. hope it's gonna be beta ba.. =))
oh ya.. mum is sick todae.. hope she'll get beta so0n.. =D

2006-02-12T00:06:00.000+08:00

okk.. hab not post for super super long.. but i was persuaded by sumone to post juz now.. haha.. sumone hu calls mi his bestest fren.. silly leh.. haha.. n dat sumone is none other den de crappy jierong la.. blah blah..
well.. here goes..
quite an interestin dae for mi todae.. met kenneth n headed for toa payoh to wait for shan.. had mos burger.. bought de butterfly prawns for shan lo.. hee.. so swt of mi.. wahaha.. it's one of her fav ba.. not veri sure though.. haha.. well.. we left for amk after dat.. n waited for zhaoliang for super long lo.. dunno how long though.. blah blah.. shan told mi ppl kip starin at us..! umm.. mayb cuz we were seated facin de back of de bus stop.. haha.. dunno la.. got de bouquets n we went to ps.. found it reali difficult to start sellin la.. zhen de hen nan..! nid so much encouragement n courage n wadeva to0pid crap la.. haha.. cld sensed dat shan was unwilling to start sellin.. so i tried pushin her.. umm.. it was in vain la.. haha.. n kenneth was sittin at de corner waitin.. felt quite bad.. guess he muz be feelin super super bored lo.. haha.. oh ya.. we came across dis grp of 4 or 5 gals hu were sellin roses.. wahhh.. they were so powerful..! so brave..! i shld learn frm them lo.. they sounded much more confident n had such swt voices.. aiyeee.. n their products were much cheaper..! haha.. anyway we met stef wit kaiyuan dere.. actuali i think they came to look for us de.. haha.. stef tried sellin.. but she decided to stop after less den 2 min ba.. haha.. quite farnie la.. oh ya.. i got lots of eeeks replies frm ppl wen i asked if they were interested to buy.. i shall not go into dat details.. blah blah.. well.. we left ps at bout 630.. walked to city hall.. actuali intendin to sell dere de.. but we stood by de espirt advertisement to slack n decided to call it a dae.. haha.. took us super long to decide on wad to do lo.. den we took cab to zhaoliang's hse in amk to hand de bouquets to his maid.. n instead of takin buz to amk mrt.. we walked..! wahaha.. love it lo.. though it was rather tirin.. haha.. den i took 853 wit kenneth while shan went de opp direction.. met katat at de bus stop near khatib mrt.. he was at khatib city for de doc.. so i pei him walk in lo.. tok on de way.. den i left wen it was his turn to consult de doc.. umm.. guess i'll contact him again tml ba.. blah blah..
well.. recently my msn chats hab been bout 0 lvl results..! quite sian la.. haha.. anyway i got L1R5 14.. dat's be4 deductin bonus pts.. so i shld sae i got 12.. hee.. it was much beta den i expected.. so im glad bout my results.. =D
hope my frens r happie bout theirs to0 ba.. =D kan kai jiu ok le wad.. wahaha..

2005-11-26T04:13:00.000+08:00

bestest best frens..

2005-10-23T13:51:00.000+08:00

umm.. blog not fully updated yet.. blah blah.. no tym to complete it for now.. cumin back to dis daes ltr ba..

2005-09-08T16:37:00.000+08:00

i wanna change blogskin.. i wan i wan..!!! but err.. wen m i gonna hab de tym?! hais.. i guess after prelim or even 0 ba.. blah blah..

off t0 study again n0w.. byeee..

2005-08-14T00:08:00.000+08:00

ohh.. felt like i've completely lost touch of my blog.. blah blah.. well.. life is nth but studies n home lo.. juz sum minor events here n dere.. o5 band dinner was over.. national dae was over.. chi 0 level results was out.. prelim is gonna be here in bout juz 2 wks.. blah blah.. tym is passin by fast..!

well.. jiay0u f0r mi..! w0rk hard lizi..! hee..

in my heart;

u'll owaes be..

2005-07-10T18:34:00.000+08:00

opps.. didnt blog for so so long again.. haha..
anyway i went for energy concert ytd.. =)) quite enjoyed myself..
nth much bout recent daes le.. all de same.. study n rest n tv.. haha..

im off now..

*poof*

2005-06-22T22:29:00.000+08:00

umm.. lost contact wit dis blog of mine.. how bad.. well.. it's mainly cuz i created a frenster blog n a msn blog.. so many..! =(( n i wld juz blog at whicheva dat is convenient.. anyway.. life is same same same..
went to genting frm 15 to 18 jun.. umm.. it's sunny over dere..! i met reina n krissy.. wahaha.. two gddy frens of mine.. had lots of fun dis tym.. reali enjoyed myself..
had geog mock paper on 20 jun.. woo it was bad.. but i didnt leave much blanks.. at least i tried to do as much as possible.. den i stopped at de forth structured question.. to0 tired to go on le.. well.. hopin for acceptable results ba..
stayed at home for de whole of ytd.. borin.. had tuition dis mornin.. n err.. i overslpt.. tuition starts at 9 at peanut's hse.. i woke up at 920.. opps.. well.. nth much done todae.. den i went to mit sumone.. juz spent sum tym together.. den i went home n changed.. left home again to meet evan.. wahaha.. err.. juz wanna pei him go sp for his trainin for fun la.. haha.. walked rnd de place.. weird feelin.. anwyay i left for home at 4 plus.. =))
im off frm comp now..

*cya*

2005-05-18T17:59:00.000+08:00

hey i hab missin post de..! =(( hais..
well i juz changed my blog skin.. heE..

awaitin for a beta mi* after tml.. heE..

2005-05-09T21:18:00.000+08:00

umm.. ytd was mothers' dae.. i had dinner wit maternal relatives at sultan gates on sat.. wah.. mi n sis ate a lot lo.. den my cousins dedrick n eldric ate so little.. to think de two of us gals ate so much more den them..! haha.. paiseh.. well.. den we spent sum tym at bugis.. borin.. after dat jiu hui jia le.. ytd i had a bz afternn.. tuition in de mornin n geog grp work at amk rite after dat.. revised math wit peter n shan after dat oso.. blah blah.. den i had to rush to dinner wit paternal relatives at yishun area lo.. tirin dae.. well.. den cuz of de amath test todae.. i was practisin frm 12 plus til 2 plus ytd nite lo.. do til i forgot de tym.. blah blah.. practically didnt slp last nite.. kept wakin up.. dunno y..
got home early to slp todae.. wahaha.. managed to catch a bit of slp.. =)

ohh.. todae is eloys de bdae..! she's 16 le.. another may baby worx.. wahaha.. happie bdae to loyy..!

2005-04-30T20:32:00.000+08:00

umm.. got my new no todae..! 97862089.. free incomin worx.. n more sms.. but 5oo onli la.. haha.. well.. it's stil beta den my old plan.. =D umm.. n wit de two new line my parents got two new fones to0.. but de sad thing is.. they're not for mi.. =(( my sis n dad got 'em.. dad got motorola v3.. sis got nokia 6260.. hais.. ke lian de wo.. stil waitin to change mine..
tuition cancelled tonite.. ms loi is not feelin well.. hopefully she's fine.. =)
umm.. buzzin off now..

* b y e e e . .

2005-04-16T17:03:00.000+08:00

umm.. went to band de dinner at marina ytd nite.. had steamboat.. wahaha.. ate so so much.. blah blah.. had quite much fun ytd bah.. umm.. had band meetin after sch.. it's to nominate de nex band leaders lorh.. den i slack rnd in sch wit kris.. nth to do.. so sianz.. well.. den after much tots.. i decided to skip my VENE rep duty.. haha.. lied to de teacher sayin i hab family matters.. den wes's fren kinda helped mi by sayin he wld do de clearin up.. wahaha.. dat's nice of him worx.. but dunno if he reali did lah.. haha.. so i left sch wit wes n kris.. went to kris hse n waited for her to change.. den we left for my hse.. n waited for mi to change.. haha.. n kris suddenly rmbed she forgot her hse keys n prezzies.. so we headed back to her hse to get it.. after dat jiu go amk mrt meet glenn n beat.. wah.. beat was late lorh.. umm.. anyway.. dinner was nth special.. well.. left wit glenn beat moxi kaisah n kris.. ohhh.. we had so so much fun at de mrt platform lorh.. haha.. 6 of us were takin pix like hell.. wahaha.. missed like bout 3 or 4 trains.. posed like mad.. hahaha.. kinda paiseh lah.. but reali enjoyed.. haha.. we left de marina platform at bout 1045.. haha.. nice dae i had.. =)

* h e E . .

2005-04-08T23:53:00.000+08:00

umm.. it's amksian family day tml.. haha.. wadever.. blog again so0n.. goin to bed now..

* honey dreams *

2005-04-06T23:26:00.000+08:00

hais.. hurt myself todae.. =(( havin tiny bit of back pain while walkin lorh.. sittin oso.. sarks..! but guess i shld be fine so0n.. how to0pid of mi to lose my balance lah.. anyway.. de experience was rather interestin lah.. how many ppl actuali get to experience dat?! haha.. umm.. think i sound kinda mad.. blah blah..
anyway.. it's stil so bz for mi in sch.. cant wait for 12 april.. dat's wen i dun hab anymore band prac.. wahaha.. den i wil get to study all i wan everydae after sch.. heE..
goin to bed now.. havin early band prac tml..

* s w e e t d r e a m s . . .

2005-03-31T22:46:00.000+08:00

the 0.c. is here again.. wahaha.. on tv now.. season premiere todae.. bloggin durin ad.. it's kinda difficult to catch but still lurb it.. wahaha.. im in l0ve wib de sh0w.. hehe.. goin back to tv n0w..

*g 0 n e s . . .

2005-03-30T22:22:00.000+08:00

ehh.. life hab been bz bz bz.. haha.. no tym to stay at comp le..
goin off..
*nites...

2005-03-23T00:03:00.000+08:00

wah wah wah.. hab not been here for long.. bz wib sch n band n hmk n little revision.. haha.. spendin little tym at comp nowadaes.. umm.. well.. daes r orite lorh.. occasionally feelin stressed.. dat's wen im damn tired.. haha.. anyway.. band syf is near near near..! 21 more daes if im not wrong.. jiayou worx band members..! haha.. way to go..!
gonna go bed le.. damn tired now.. * n i t e y s . . .

2005-03-09T20:17:00.000+08:00

opps.. so so long since i blog.. umm.. comp broke down for quite sum while durin jan n feb.. den i had to use my sis de slow comp.. n she was not veri happie wib it so i did not use hers often.. anyway.. my comp is ok now.. much much faster den be4.. wahaha.. =) lurb my comp..!
anyway.. life has been as usual.. im currently veri motivated to study now.. gonna jiayou for mi n my frens.. wahaha.. kida excited bout 0.. umm.. quite mad of mi.. haha..
well.. few of my gd frens hab been facin problems wib relationship n frenship.. sad for them.. but well.. nth much they can do to change de situation le.. to my few frens hu hab been sad.. dere is owaes another understandin to a situation.. so cheEr up.. muz be strong.. =) dun worry.. i'll owaes to readi to lend a ear..
err.. im out to study le.. cyaaa..

2005-02-01T23:41:00.000+08:00

umm.. on tuesdae.. i juz cut my hair again de second tym in less den two wks.. haha.. lurb it now.. not veri nice.. but much beta den be4.. haha.. anyway.. i went for a movie at j8 be4 cutting my hair.. haha.. watched Finding Neverland.. umm.. quite like dis show bah.. de storyline is touchin.. but i think de actin is not of much standard leh.. haha.. nvm.. still lurb it.. =)
had quite a nice afternn todae.. had lunch wib beat n kris.. den studied wib kris at library while beat went for her sectionals.. shan jas n elias was dere to0.. den kris left at 4 plsu for her sectionals.. haha.. went thru chi.. cuz dere's chi test tml.. oh yar.. reali happie todae bout sth.. my second a math test.. hehe.. i got 23 out of 25.. =)) reali glad.. highest score in my band.. hehe.. but umm.. tot dat i cld hab got de mistake rite if given a bit more tym de.. well.. nvm.. im gonna do beta for de nex test.. wahaha.. gonna leave le.. it's late now..
*s w e e t d r e a m s . . .

2005-01-31T21:54:00.000+08:00

todae was a great dae i had.. so happie.. almoz everything turned out well.. de five of us bez frens r havin great tym.. =) so so glad.. todae's band prac was not bad to0.. glenn was made to play trumpet second part wib mi instead of playin de first part.. he was damn upset at first. but got beta after sum tym.. haha.. so glad he cld kan kai.. hehe.. den i left early cuz of a dinner wib my family.. so i hab to be home early.. walked at a damn fast speed after arrivin at my hse de bus stop.. so tirin.. haha.. anyway.. de dinner was nice.. now at cousin hse.. goin home ltr bah.. gonna go le.. sis wanna use de comp.. =)
* g o n e . . .

2005-01-26T20:35:00.000+08:00

wahaha.. wanna blog last nite.. but to0 tired after doin hmk.. haha.. anyway.. i went to j8 wib shan ytd.. for movie.. hehe.. watched Shall We Dance?.. a simple yet touchin story.. lurb it worx.. though not as interestin as sum other show.. but it was damn touchin lorx.. i cried while watchin again.. haha.. n de weird thing bout ytd was dat all other ppl in de theatre went as couples lorx.. onLi 2 other gals in front.. haha.. to0pid lorx.. well.. anyway.. we left so0n after de show cuz it was evenin le..
i had a nice dae todae.. umm.. other den de fact dat my voice is weird cuz of my cough.. almoz everything was fine.. well.. hab ben coughin since sun le.. hais.. dunno y got cough again.. so xin ku.. hais.. anyway.. sum peeps frm my cls had a meetin for de play after sch.. bout 15.. i was involved to0.. reali glad to see dat de play is taken care of.. it hab been dragged for quite sum tym le.. haha.. den i went to de first Commitment hse meetin after de cls de meetin.. wah.. damn messy i think.. luan luah luan.. wasn't reali participatin in de votin lorx.. haha.. anyway i dun think it's impt lah.. haha..
umm.. gonna go do hmk n study le.. spendin to0 much tym at comp.. haha.. gonna go..
* b y e e . .

2005-01-21T19:52:00.000+08:00

wah.. so long since i blog here again le.. haha.. hab not been usin comp for bout 3 daes le.. hab been quite fan over sth recently.. haiz.. but cant tok bout it here.. anyway.. i went to NYP ytd wib 5a n 5b de peeps.. haha.. s0 big over dere.. tirin to walk bout lorx.. haha.. well.. i juz cut my hair todae.. haha.. dun quite like it.. =( went to de same shop but all de hairdresser changed le.. two of de 3 lo0k so weird.. eeeK.. haha.. anyway im gonna cut again so0n bah.. haha.. =Pp goin off le.. sis wanna use le..
* b y e . .

2005-01-13T19:38:00.000+08:00

umm.. my comp is still nort readi for mi to use.. haiz.. usin my sis de now.. her keyboard is so different frm mine.. im typin quite slowly lorx.. haiz.. anyway.. borin few daes i hab.. sch was as usual.. mon was band prac til 6 plus.. pei beat wait for ppl.. den kris pei mi wait for beat.. haha.. to0pid.. well.. kris dad called to cum fetch her as we arrived at de bus stop.. umm.. den i coincidentally met dix0n dere.. haha.. so qiao.. wad a world..! anyway.. tues i had sectionals.. wed i had a borin afternn.. pei shan help do clz notice board thingy.. bored.. actuali shan n jess wanna go cut hair de.. den they changed their plans dat mornin.. todae was another borin dae again.. stayed in clz.. i was daydreamin frm 3 to 4 plus.. feelin damn low todae.. sad.. thinkin bout sth.. botherin mi for quite sum tym le.. well.. den i decided to read my bk again.. haha.. felt much beta.. =) left sch at bout 6.. umm.. looks like every wed n thurs r gonna be borin.. haha.. well.. goin off to do hmk le..
* b y e . . .

2005-01-09T22:39:00.000+08:00

haiz.. comp is havin severe prob le.. think it's 'dyin'.. umm.. gonna reformat comp tml bah.. so im not gonna be able to use my comp for de nex few daes.. =(( hopefully dat wld take up much tym.. well.. daes r passin by fast.. one wk of 2oo5 is gone.. i wanna cherish every dae in sch dis year.. gonna work hard for studies le.. n of coz hab fun to0.. haha.. gonna go now.. got a bit more hmk to complete..
*n i t e s . . .

2005-01-05T23:55:00.000+08:00

umm.. droppin by to post juz for a while.. took my ht n wt ytd durin PE lesson.. sarks..! i did not grow at all lorx.. same ht n wt.. haiz.. i wanna grow taller..! well anway.. lessons were fine for de first 3 daes of sch.. kinda interestin for mi bah.. it's still not dat stressful yet.. haha.. scary worx~ well.. ismail brought us choco todae after her scoldin ytd.. weird..! met my new eng teacher todae.. mrs lee.. she's great.. =D n im sittin wib edward instead of shan durin maths lesson.. umm.. not dat bad lah.. shld be fine i guess.. except dat he owaes tok.. kinda noisy.. haha.. went home early todae.. started my hmk early.. had breaks in bet of coz.. den i went to meet siyun in de evenin.. haha.. we tok for more den half an hour standin by de over head bridge again.. haha.. owaes liddat de.. well.. it's late now.. gonna go read my bk n slp le.. * n i t e s . . .

2005-01-04T23:54:00.000+08:00

umm.. todae's band prac was not veri gd.. =( had an exchange programme wib commonwealth sec sch band.. umm.. their trumpet section reali strong worx.. well.. jia you for my section bah.. haha.. clarinet section was scolded badly todae.. =(( kan le xin tong lorx.. yuan lai seein other section being scolded is worse den bein scolded ourselves lorx.. umm.. well.. juz hope dat they can all cheer up so0n bah.. dun wanna stay at comp le..
* n i t e s . . .

2005-01-04T21:25:00.000+08:00

sarks..! dis is bad.. sth is wrong wib mi le.. so easily angred nowadaes.. haiz.. muz learn to calm down le.. umm.. dunno wad else to sae bout dat.. i've been irritatin others recently oso.. haiz.. sorri lorx.. =( i'll end here for now.. still hab hmk to do.. to0pid..! it's a group work n de work is not well distributed.. haiz.. nvm.. * g 0 n e . . .

2004-12-26T19:08:00.000+08:00

wah.. daes r passin by veri quickly.. anyway.. im not at home.. im at Kovan.. Surin hse again.. de comp im usin now is so slow.. 56k onli.. my cousins r all waitin to use it.. umm.. no tym to blog much now le.. leavin.. * c y a . . .

2004-12-22T23:58:00.000+08:00

went to commonwealth sec to hear them play The Seventh Night Of July n Singapore Rapsody todae.. wah.. their trumpet section veri strong lorx.. umm.. hao bah.. jia you for us lorx.. anyway.. glenn.. jiahui.. yuqing.. daryl.. n i went to Causeway Point.. Long John Silver for lunch.. daryl rushed to Kiddy Palace after he finished his food.. den we waited for him.. left for sch so0n after.. n umm.. kinda surprised wen i stepped into band rm.. wah.. damn nice lorx.. well.. nicer wen it's dark.. haha.. anyway.. we had our promotion ceremony wen de t-i-c came.. principals were here to0.. ((Mr Tan is now principal le.. mdm tong is vice-principal..)) hab to admit i was abit disappointed wen i did not get promoted.. but well.. not reali bothered bout it lah.. den we had our high tea bah.. chengsong gave out de prezzie dat was frm him n glenn b4 we got our food.. wah.. i cried listenin to wad cs sae lorx.. haha.. so paiseh.. anyway.. de food was nice.. but ate le veri full de.. i ate quite a lot bah.. haha.. den we went back to band ro0m n had our games.. umm.. dis year de games were so much beta den las year de.. haha.. quite enjoyed myself bah.. den we exchanged prezzies n were dismissed.. umm.. it was onli den did i realised dat i was actuali promoted lorx.. =D but de teachers left my cert sumwhere else.. anyway.. packed my messy stuffs ((not bks le..)) again juz now.. finished packin one shelf le.. wahaha.. reali neat now.. got 2 to 3 more shelves/drawers to go.. haha.. jia you for mi..! tired now.. goin to bed..
* h o n e y - c o a t e d d r e a m z . . .

2004-12-21T23:40:00.000+08:00

started my dae early again.. band sectionals at 9.. a new tutor came.. umm.. not bad leh.. he gives a lot of advices de.. but.. not all r de same as wad mr tan teaches de.. umm.. contradictin de worx.. well.. nvm.. think bout dat nex tym bah.. anyway.. met Kaiyang after sectionals.. wanna buy tys bks frm him n get his notes de.. had lunch at de market after dat.. den we went back to sch.. oh yar.. on de way back.. met de vball guys.. umm.. Zhaoliang sae wo fei le.. =( haiz.. i will jian fei de..! anyway.. kaiyang went thru his notes wib mi.. oh yar.. Peanut kept callin mi leh.. to0pid de.. =Pp wahaha.. more den 6 calls in juz dat 1 hr or so lorx.. n bout 4 to 5 msges leh.. crazie de.. haha.. ok anyway.. i left at bout 130 for northpoint to go find peanut.. sat at Long John Silver wib peanut's two frenz.. Eric n Jason.. **one of them is more den a fren lah.. haha.. well.. onli de two of them were eatin.. mi n peanut juz sat dere watchin.. oh yar.. met Gary wen i was cumin out frm de restrm.. shocked leh.. haha.. owaes see him de.. umm.. den i headed for peanut de hse so0n after.. kinda slacked dere lah.. sat on her bed n ate a bit of titbits.. den we tok all de way til 5 plus.. haha.. called Jas onli to noe dat she cant go for de clz 2/1 bbq at ntuc chalet tonite.. sarks..! no one goin wib mi.. not dat i cant find other clzmates hu r goin.. but not many wld be goin home after dat.. haiz.. so i decided not to go le.. =( finally cleared my table completely juz now.. n i've read more den half of my bk le.. yeah..! long dae im gonna hab tml.. gonna rest so0n le..
* s w e e t d r e a m z . . .

2004-12-20T23:55:00.000+08:00

here again.. woke up veri unwillingly at 1o plus todae.. umm.. juz wanna slp more lah.. but well.. told jas i wld be goin to sch to find her le.. so hab to get out of bed.. met her immediately wen i reached sch.. den we sat outside de ncc land rm.. umm.. kinda borin lah.. left at bout 12.. wah.. to think i went all de way to sch juz to pass her sth.. umm.. think im gettin out of my mind le.. anyway.. actuali planned to go amk central de popular buy bo0ks de.. but cuz hab to take lunch myself.. so i called beat.. she was near sch.. wib glenn.. wahaha.. so headed to j8 instead.. umm.. j8 again.. haha.. went dere so many many tyms recently le.. anyway.. had lunch at fo0d junction.. met scott n another gal frm our sch n their fren.. eh.. dunno their names lah.. glenn ate reali fast leh.. umm okk.. i was eatin veri slowly lah.. haha.. after de meal they pei wo buy a few sec4s wkbks.. den i oso bought a piggy thingy.. actuali wanna buy de same piggy de small coin bank de.. wah.. damn cuteeee.. haiz.. dun hab le.. so sad.. =( well.. i bought de prezzie for band christmas celebration oso le.. =) den beat n glenn headed to town while i went home.. slacked at home again todae.. oh yar.. i finally packed my own library corner le.. wahaha.. =D n de winnie the po0h puzzle is done n up sumwhere in de hse le.. haha.. hab to admit dat my sis did moz of de work.. haha.. well.. gonna go read my bo0k again le.. yeah..!
* n i t e z . . .

2004-12-19T23:50:00.000+08:00

umm.. not a nice dae i had.. well.. not reali bad.. but i juz dun enjoy todae.. started de dae reali early.. oh yar.. i had less den 3 hrs of proper slp.. beat gave mornin call at wrong tym.. to0pid leh.. called at 440 instead of 540.. wah.. n to think i juz fell aslp not long be4 440 lorx.. humpf..! nvm.. had band thingy in de mornin.. it was a kinda public performance lah.. at hougang blk 649.. umm.. it sarks..! we practically played less den a piece.. to0pid..! umm.. ended veri early.. got back at sch at bout 10 plus.. den i had de free packet of food we got frm de event for lunch.. umm.. i dun like it lorx.. den i headed to j8.. juz passin by dere lorx.. pei daowei go buy prezzie for sumone.. beat was dere to0.. bought le.. wah.. i think de prezzie kinda ex leh.. umm.. nvm.. den i left so0n after.. hab to rush home.. all bcuz of my parents.. wld hab gone out wib frenz if i was allowed to.. haiz.. =( well.. as i had earlier planned.. i started packin my shelves n books n cupboard n lotsa stuffs lah.. practically all my personal things at home.. lotsa memories flashbacks todae.. ((wish i cld turn back tym..)) anyway.. it was damn dusty.. did not reali finish packin.. gonna continue again tml bah.. todae tired le.. umm.. de rest of de nite was borin.. nth much to sae le.. * g o n e . . .

2004-12-18T23:53:00.000+08:00

not a veri nice start of de dae i had.. well.. i was still slpin wen my dad called.. n my sis did not wanna pick up de call.. so i got up.. to think de first thing i hear dis mornin was scoldin frm my dad.. sarks..! umm.. bad bad bad start for a dae.. den i felt kinda irritated for de rest of de dae.. humpf..! well.. but i felt beta after goin out for dinner.. went to get a new specs after dinner.. yeah..! wahaha.. reali hapi bout dat.. it is frameless de.. but not round-shaped lens le.. wahaha.. dark dark brown de frame.. it is near to black colour lah.. todae both de two people at de shop were so nice.. de lady kinda rmb mi.. cuz i owaes buy contact lens frm dere de.. haha.. n dis afternn i started readin bk le.. [the five people you meet in Heaven] umm.. kinda interestin.. de winnie de po0h puzzle is completed le.. haha.. moz prob by tonite will finished wib de framin of de puzzles.. =D oh yar.. juz rmbed dat jas juz cut her hair.. eh.. wonderin how it wld look like.. haha.. wun get to see her so so0n bah.. nvm~ umm.. hab been receivin msges todae frm band peeps askin bout tml de band attire thingy.. sianz.. but well.. kinda used to it le lah.. havin a performance tml at Hougang.. not sure bout details.. haha.. got to wake up early.. goin off to take my bath le.. hehe.. nitezz..

2004-12-17T23:53:00.000+08:00

umm.. lotsa tots goin thru my mind todae.. but well.. gonna keep things simple bah.. band is relatively relaxin todae.. though CS stressed us durin combined sectionals.. haha.. nvm bout dat.. jiahui n glenn was not here.. umm.. kinda felt weird..? aiya.. nvm.. anyway.. todae N results is out.. doesn't reali concerns mi lah.. ehh.. wonderin y Beat dun wanna tell mi.. hahaha.. okok.. nvm.. went to Northpoint after band todae.. had dinner at Sakae Sushi.. wah.. damn full.. its kinda weird y my sis kept suggestin to such restaurants recently.. haha.. walked rnd for a while.. nth much interestin.. oh yar.. mi n sis bought a 1ooo-pieces puzzle ytd nite.. winnie de po0h.. yeah.. haha.. damn cute.. its now more den half finished.. haha.. n i bought my new wallet ytd le.. frm billabong.. its pink.. wahaha.. n i got to meet shan ytd to0.. =D she's mad..! =Pp goin off to continue wib de puzzle le.. * g o n e . . .

2004-12-15T23:12:00.000+08:00

sooo tired todae.. had a reali long dae.. band started at 9.. played The Seventh Night of July.. umm.. not sure bout de title anyway.. haha.. had a lunch break at 12.. i ate til to0 full.. =( haha.. nvm.. todae de prac was wib lots of rest bars.. kinda borin sittin dere.. din reali get scolded todae.. umm.. feelin kinda uneasy bout it.. wahaha.. anyway.. headed to J8 after band prac.. bought prezzies for kuzzins for christmas.. umm.. im damn tired.. bought stuffs for de gals le.. left wib de bois de.. maybe gonna go out tml wib sis to buy prezzies n new wallet bah..
oh yar.. i juz g0t de M1 bill le.. wahaha.. i've used onli 342 sms for a month worx.. hehe.. my new record i think.. yeah..! cheers f0r mi..! haha.. umm.. im damn tired le.. gonna go..

nEw..!

2004-12-14T23:12:00.000+08:00

yeah.. new skin i hab here.. wahaha..

h0me..

2004-12-12T23:12:00.000+08:00

im home frm genting for bout two daes le.. umm.. got a few calls frm frenz wen i got back.. so many shockin news.. haha.. not reali bad.. umm.. eh.. both gd n bad lah.. hopefully all my frenz made de rite choice n will be happier.. haha.. hab been feelin not to0 well recently.. umm.. so uncomfortable thru out de dae.. =( shld be beta so0n bah.. oh yar.. my comp got big big prob le.. =( i cant blog frm my own comp.. usin my sis de now.. kept havin error at my comp.. stupid de.. well.. wun get to blog dat often le.. umm.. hab to stop usin so0n.. *g0ne*

gEnt|ng..!

2004-12-08T15:50:00.000+08:00

wahaha.. genting is so cold.. umm.. watched 3 movies on mon.. The Incredebles.. White Chicks.. n Alexander.. lurb them all.. haha.. alexander is such a long show..! haha.. tues was not veri interestin.. played bowlin.. n im veri bad at it now..! =( todaae i went outdoor theme park.. wahaha.. damn cold lorx.. my first ride was corkscrew.. my first tym.. haha.. tot it was gonna be veri scary.. but umm.. alright lorx.. haha.. played twice.. den de queue got to0 long le.. so mi n shawn n eileen went to other rides.. umm.. had a tirin dae.. shld be restin quite early todae.. oh yar.. saw a few frenz here.. szeloong.. cladys.. daffin.. n 3 more forgot hu le.. haha.. nvm..

2004-11-28T23:22:00.000+08:00

mi n jolebe n sis.. haha.. wib edlyn's head at corner..!

k0vaN aga|n..!

2004-11-27T23:12:00.000+08:00

wahaha.. im at kovan surin hse again.. err.. its my aunt's hse.. stayin for de wkend onli.. haha.. anyway.. pei-ed my sis to YJC on fri.. she needed to hand in sum form thingy.. eh.. de sch is not quite new.. but er.. no offence worx.. den we went to Northpoint.. nth interestin over dere.. juz went to out wib mum n sis juz now.. had dinner at Scotts Ajisen Ramen again.. den to Far East Level One.. hmmm.. damn borin..! did not stay for long.. but de onli bez thing was dat i saw piGleTs again.. wahaha.. im gonna go buy so0n..! wel.. cant use comp for long.. got to go.. nitezz... =D

to0p|d..!

2004-11-24T23:43:00.000+08:00

juz reached home frm band camp durin de evenin.. hmmm.. mood kinda changed totally wen i reached home.. dunno how to explain dat.. anyway.. de band camp was fine.. i kinda like it.. though tirin.. band concert is cumin reali so0n..! [6 m0re daes]

2004-11-21T23:43:00.004+08:00

testin..

m0v|e..!

2004-11-21T23:43:00.003+08:00

i juz watched The Incredibles todae.. wahaha.. it is so damn cutee..! haha.. veri excitin oso.. had quite a nice dae todae.. but rite now.. feel like im gonna fall sick le.. =( hope i will be fine by tml.. havin mild headache for de past few daes.. juz now i startin havin runy nose.. ((dunnoe how to spell dat)) hmmm.. goin to rest so0n.. cya again..

[[*h0pin to be fine..]]

mess..!

2004-11-21T23:43:00.002+08:00

haiz.. life is terrible.. mess.. mess.. mess.. n im to0 tired to bother bout them.. so dun disturb mi..! i mean dun disturb mi wib stuffs i hab to care bout.. i juz wanna keep my life simple for now.. tired.. lazy.. =(
hmmm.. ytd concert was great.. err.. quite bah.. except for mistakes here n dere.. my uncle n aunt were dere.. =) few of my frenz came.. so glad to see them dere.. hmmm.. oso sad dat sum did not cum.. nvm nvm.. i shld be fine wib it.. =) anyway.. reali upset ytd while goin home.. idiotic..! dun wanna mention wad happen.. haiz.. im now at home.. goin to kovan to stay for one more nite.. leavin home for kovan so0n..

[[*i hate dis..!]]

h0me..!

2004-11-21T23:43:00.001+08:00

hhaa.. im home for a while.. headed home instead of k0van hse.. came to buy contact lens n take sum things.. goin to k0van in a while le bah.. well.. had a damn tirin dae todae.. band prac started at bout 9 plus.. practise til bout 2 plus to 3.. den i had to pack de uniform thingys.. did not hab tym to take my lunch..! sad.. dun wanna leave huijie to do all de work.. but hmmm.. jiahui bought mi fries frm mac.. so kind of her..! gan dong~! hmmm.. anyway.. i finished de fries onli at bout 5.. dismissed at bout 5 plus.. den i pei daowei to j8 cuz he wanna pass tix to frenz.. met glenn n henry dere.. den i left shortly after.. had to rush to buy my contact lens.. haha.. tirin dae..!
tml is band concert le..! wahaha.. im excited.. cant wait.. everything will turn out well.. =) i hope.. haha.. had been reali tired so veri long le.. cant wait to slp well.. hab not been slpin long hours.. but hmmm.. im leavin for Genting dis sundae.. back at fri i think.. not sure..

[[*tml is de big dae..]]

camp..!

2004-11-21T23:43:00.000+08:00

im gone for camp for de nex 3 daes..! back on wed..
n it's Jessica's bdae todae..! wahaha.. hapi bdae to her.. bez bez wishes for her.. yeapies..!

|d|0t|c fo0l..!

2004-11-18T20:58:00.000+08:00

shit.. i juz lost 3o bucks.. stupid mi..! wad cld be worse at dis moment in tym..?!

[[stupid careless mi.. ]]

wadEver..

2004-11-18T18:17:00.000+08:00

sundae was interestin.. mi n family went over to my aunt's hse for a dinner.. steamboat? bbq? umm.. dunno.. haha.. dun normally tok much to my cousins wen we meet durin sundae dinner.. but dis sundae was kinda different.. we watched Charlie's Angels after dinner.. den my cousin James joked bout playin Blind Cat game dat we used to play more den 4 years ago.. haha.. i dunno reali noe how long we hab not played dat.. but we did not of coz.. de room was kinda messy.. haha.. anyway.. on mondae.. ms ng siew kiew is not here to teach us anymore.. dis is reali so sad.. ms seah was here to teach us.. not reali sure if it will be for nex year too.. tues maths was combined classes wib band 3.. de lesson was terrible.. noisy n cramp.. den wed de combined lesson was changed.. it was said dat ms deepa din wanna teach band 2.. so band 2 went to ITLR for lesson.. together wib 3/2 band 1 ppl.. other band 1 teacher had to go to 3/1 clzrm.. den band 1 teacher mr goh came to teach us.. wahaha.. it was interestin.. at first.. he was kinda not respected.. but veri soon ltr.. de clz was listenin attentively.. haha.. dis is so interestin.. anyway we got de a math retest results.. i did not do well.. =( todae.. de level was informed bout which math band we will be goin nex year.. im goin to band 3.. =( disappointed wib myself.. haiz.. but still.. im gonna work hard for dis holi n whole of nex year..
life is borin.. esp wen at home.. how can it ever be nice wen im grounded..! i hate dis..!

wo0p|es..

2004-11-13T01:22:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. mum went to sch todae.. had a tok wib mrs seah.. dun reali noe wad they sae.. but hmmm.. seems quite fine.. anyway i went to cut hair wib my mum after dat.. din reali cut til veri short.. but shorter le lah.. haha.. juz now mi n sis n mum went to Lot 1 for dinner at Ajisen.. wahaha.. beef ramen is so nice.. =) den we shopped rnd lorx.. de place hab changed a lot worx.. i dun often go dere de.. haha.. anyway.. i had ice cream to0.. mini melts.. wah.. so nice..! lurb it..! well.. fine dae i had.. im glad todae.. =D

[[*fo0d r de bez..]]

deEpaval|..

2004-11-11T22:09:00.000+08:00

its public holi todae.. i stayed at home de whole dae.. s0 s0 b0riN..! hmmm.. not a fruitful dae for mi.. i watched tv n slpt.. nth else i think.. hmmm.. but finally gonna start hmk le.. haha.. but its 10 oreadi.. well.. gonna slp late again.. anyway.. kinda bothered bout sum personal problems todae.. sad.. i hate to be misunderstood.. haiz.. nvm.. goin to do hmk le.. *gone..

[[*assumption..]]

fo0d..!

2004-11-09T15:50:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. i hab dis terrible habit.. dat is to eat as n when im feelin upset or bored.. guess im growin more faster dese daes le.. but swear i will try my bez to control..! w0 ya0 jian fei..! =D

ha|z..!

2004-11-07T19:38:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. hopeless.. helpless.. humiliated.. disappointed.. tired.. sad..! dat's mi for de past few daes.. or issit wks? nvm.. dunno.. feelin terrible every dae.. y issit dat's i've nv run out of tears..?! haiz.. i wan brighter daes..!

[[ isolationism.. ]]

ah zhu..!

2004-10-30T23:05:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. fine usual dae i had todae.. nth special.. last nite was terrible.. cried so much dat i had sore eyes dis mornin.. well.. i kinda rested for de whole dae.. woke up at 10 plus cuz of a call frm frenz.. had breakfast n laid on sofa de whole afternn.. haha.. slpt n watch tv til bout 4.. den got ready for dinner n left home at bout 5.. hmmm.. went to Crystal Jade at causeway point wib family.. wah.. de whole dinner for bout 2o people cost nearly 8oo leh.. siao..! haha.. anyway it was simple n nice lah.. i was so so full.. my aunt bought a veri cute pig todae worx.. dat was one im lookin for.. saw de same thingy but they were other animals not pig de.. im gonna go buy it so0n.. she sae she bought it frm sun plaza de.. well.. bought a pair of earrings todae.. haha.. =)
hmmm.. dis is weird..! im bein called pig by quite a few ppl recently.. haha.. reali stupid leh..! dun think im like pig lorx.. =Pp n frenz kept sayin im slow slow slow.. die le.. m i reali slower den be4 le?? hmmm.. muz try my bez to response faster le.. haha..

[[*p I g s ..]]

blahblahblah..

2004-10-29T22:01:00.000+08:00

haiz.. not a veri gd wk i shld sae.. im grounded for de holi..! haiz.. worst holi im ever gonna hab.. cant use comp like usual.. haiz.. goin off.. cya..!

g0ne..

2004-10-25T22:09:00.000+08:00

haiz.. my hse de two wuguis gone le.. de older one died las wk thursdae i think.. =( i went home on fri n realised dat one is gone.. found out it was died onli after askin my sis.. hmmm.. dat wugui had been wib us for quite long le leh.. since i was pri 4 or 5 i think.. or was it be4 dat..? hmmm.. dunno lah.. kinda sad lah.. =( well.. my sis juz realised dat de smaller one oso dyin le.. hab not moved at all for de whole dae.. my mum sae dat it had not eaten for bout a month or so le.. so po0r thing.. dis was younger den de bigger one by 1 year or so i think.. =( hmmm.. dun reali bother bout de two wuguis de.. but suddenly jiu gone le.. still kinda sad bah.. =(

hmmm..

2004-10-25T20:53:00.000+08:00

quite a few daes since i blog le.. so so lazy to do so recently.. din felt like stayin at comp for long.. hmmm.. so im gonna leave a short one for todae.. not a veri interestin dae i had.. first dae of post-exam activities.. quite meaningful bah.. learnt sum stuffs lah.. but not veri impt de things.. band was as usual todae.. hmmm.. my upper lips is so so pain..! haiz.. cham le.. dunno wad to do bout it.. haiz.. hopefully it will be fine so0n.. =)

[[*waitin for brighter daes..]]

yEah..!

2004-10-21T13:52:00.000+08:00

haha.. dis wk is great so far.. im happy..! haha..
well.. mondae was nth special.. except dat i nearly lost my piglets on my hp after band.. hmmm.. i was one of de last to leave de sch.. wen i got onto de bus n sat down.. i took out my hp n realised dat my piglets were gone..! i alighted at de nex stop n walked back to de previous bus stop.. den i walked back to sch lookin for it.. haha.. well.. cld not find it lah.. it was 8 at dat tym le.. so i had to leave for home le.. hmmm.. i even cried on de bus on my way home.. haha.. den nex mornin i went to sch early to look for it.. n im so lucky..! i found it in sch outside de canteen.. haha.. so so lucky..! er.. oh yar.. muz thanx katat for pei-in mi go look for it worx.. haha..
hmmm.. den tues nite i went over to my aunt hse to stay.. yeah..! haha.. its de hse at Kovan.. wahaha.. so nice to stay here.. went to watch de stars at de forth floor late at nite to0..! er.. not reali late lah.. haha.. its onli 12 plus.. den i slpt at bout 1 plus or 2.. haha..
wed was an interestin dae.. cuz im at Kovan.. i had to take a diff bus to sch mah.. kinda worried dat i wld be late at first de.. but lucky i was not..! haha.. my aunt's maid woke mi up n pei mi to de bus stop worx.. so nice of her.. haha.. =) well.. durin maths lesson i received a box of ferrero rocher frm mg ns.. Jiahao oso got one box.. it was for scorin Distinction in de Australian Math thingy.. haha.. so hapi..! =) hmmm.. after sch it was netball tournament.. wahaha.. jas was quite nervous bout it for de whole mornin lorx.. wahaha.. anyway.. de first match we had was vs harmony.. i played as Wing Defend.. n commitment won..! 8 vs 2.. de second was vs integrity.. dis tym i played as Wing Attack.. we won again..! cant rmb de score le.. de after bout 2 match it was our turn again.. we played against compassion first.. i played as WA again.. dat was a tough game i shld sae.. haha.. but we won again..! wahaha.. cant reali rmb de score le.. den finally.. it was de final game for de first or second position.. hmmm.. it was vs respect..! i played as WD.. dat was de toughest game lorx.. haha.. but hen hao wan.. i had to defend sharon.. she was gd.. haha.. but anyway.. commitment won again..! haha.. =D i cant rmb de score oso le.. well.. reali glad dat my hse had won de first position.. haha.. it was a great game worx.. reali enjoyed it.. though i was veri blur throughout de game.. haha.. not reali aware of wads goin on in de game moz of de tym.. haha.. =Pp.. glad dat its over now.. =D anyway.. after de game my uncle n aunt came to fetch mi.. we went to sumwhere near Chomp Chomp for dinner.. den we went to Heartland mall to buy for grocery frm Cold Storage.. haha.. den jiu go back to Kovan hse le.. tirin dae i had ytd.. rested quite early.. it was bout 12 bah..
** thankiew for de cd.. hmmm.. dunno wad else to sae le.. n sorri bout de sim card to0 worx.. reali sorri.. dui bu qi.. well.. juz wanna sae.. fwens 4eva..! =) **

v|s|t0rs..!

2004-10-17T01:46:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. weird dae i had.. not reali weird.. but juz kinda unusual lorx.. haha.. my aunt n cousin came frm oversea.. frm new zealand lah.. not dat i hab nv seen them be4.. but it had been reali long lorx.. more den 6 years i think.. actuali i cant rmb.. haha.. my cousin is one year younger den mi.. but he does not speak much de.. well.. i woke up at bout 1 todae.. n left home at bout 3.. went to Specialist centre.. hmmm merely shopped dere de whole afternn lorx.. kinda borin lah.. but i was glad lorx.. bought a lot of *hmmm.. haha.. nvm.. well.. went to eat a lot after dat.. it was great..! den cuz my sis is alone at home.. we had to rush back home for her dinner.. so we left at bout 8 plus.. haha.. interestin dae i had.. well.. left home again soon after my sis had her dinner.. now im at my aunt hse at hougang.. haha.. a veri borin place i shld sae.. haha.. well.. got to slp le.. nitez..!

depressEd..

2004-10-15T22:31:00.000+08:00

haiz.. so much i hab been ponderin bout dis daes.. not a single dae was hapi n relaxed since de end of exam.. or shld i sae de start of exam..? hmmm.. dunno.. cant rmb le..
got back sum results ytc n todae.. it was terrible.. reali reali terribly horrible.. haiz.. worried worried n worried.. bt wad can i do now..! haiz.. im not reali sure if it was my bez.. but surely i've tried so hard for dis exam.. well.. but i still believe i shld hab got beta results if i had much more prep.. haiz.. though im not de onli few hu got such results in de level.. i still sensed dat im fallin back.. wad if i cld not pass thru dis year's exam..? wad if i cld not get to 4e nex year..? wad if im de last few of de level..? haiz.. dun wanna think bout wad's gonna happen nex.. but.. i juz cant help it.. almoz every min my results wld appear in my tots.. haiz..
well.. i noe dis is weird of mi to think bout dis matter all of a sudden.. er.. not reali sudden.. haiz.. todae.. i kept thinkin bout a bez fren dat mi n others lost.. er.. so dat shld be ex-bez frenz..? hmmm.. well.. my bez fren wrote her a letter todae.. heard dat she cried while writin de letter.. it was den i felt i had lotx to tell her to0.. i do not deny dat i was sad bout her leavin us.. but.. i was truely disappointed in her.. reali terribly disappointed.. felt so helpless to de situation dat i kinda got angry to0.. hmmm.. juz felt dat i kinda miss her so so much todae.. miss so many happy tyms we had together.. sum were memories i will never forget.. haiz.. i doubt things wld ever be de same again.. ='(
felt dat im losin so much recently.. reali alot.. most were things dat r uncountable n can nv be bought.. haiz.. or maybe im juz bein to0 concerned? guess i shld learn to take things easy bah.. haiz.. hope tym will pass quickly now..

[[ l0nely daEs r cumiN.. ]]

muCh bEta..!

2004-10-12T21:41:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. todae is a dae wib lotx of up n down.. anyway.. its markin dae for amkss.. so dere's no sch..! its onli for tues n wed lah.. but hmmm.. for band members.. its not much of a difference as compared to havin sch.. cuz we hab prac on both daes..!

well.. dis mornin i woke up at bout 9 plus en i received a call frm shan.. n yeah..! she's cumin over to my hse.. juz to watcha show i recorded lah.. de sundae 7pm ch8 show.. it was de final episode n she was not at home.. well.. i got up to wash up lorx.. she came soon after.. den at bout 12 we left my hse.. went to yck to look for jas.. she was at de sports complex waitin lorx.. haha.. hiddin frm her dad.. so weird leh.. well.. i left them shortly after we got dere.. had to rush for band.. not late for band lah.. i was juz in tym.. haha.. band prac all de way til 5 plus.. my lips was so pain.. oreadi pain be4 de prac le.. but had to bear wib it.. had lotx of problems tryin to listen to my own pitch.. ear weird weird de.. haha.. oso had diff tryin to concentrate lah.. mind juz kept floatin away.. hmmm.. sum kinda heartbreakin thing happened after i left de band to0.. but well.. im fine wib it now.. not a problem anymore.. in fact.. reali relieved n glad.. =)
er.. juz wanna sae thankiew to jas for her help n concern.. n sorri to cuz her sum troubles dese few daes.. to daowei.. for dat company dis afternn.. sorri to make u play de bad person.. sorri sorri.. n katat.. thankiew for de comfort worx.. im reali much beta le.. =) well.. i reali wanna sae thankiew to so many cuteeee n carrrrin frenz lah.. haha.. im so blessed..! =D

[[*h0pin u wld feel beta so0n..]]

du| bu q|..!

2004-10-11T20:30:00.000+08:00

haiz.. todae is one of de worst dae im goin thru dis year.. =(
de last paper.. e math paper 1.. was not as easy as past year de.. haiz.. guess i will do worse den my expectations bah..
went out wib jas dis afternn after sch.. paper ended veri early.. jas pei wo stayed in sch to pass sumone sth.. waited til bout 1040.. den we went canteen pei shan for a while.. soon after dat we left le.. walked to mrt.. so hot..! haiz.. on our way we finally decided to go city hall dere.. we walked thru city link.. suntec city.. walked til bout 2.. tried sum clothes for fun.. den we headed for lunch at de food court.. ate a lot..! so full.. =( after dat we walked slowly back to mrt.. hmmm.. actuali wanna sit rnd on de benches at de walkway.. but one farnie guy came along n sat beside jas.. den we juz left.. n stupid..! he followed..! eEeks..! jas was quite frightened worx.. she was walkin veri quickly.. den we turned into 37degrees de shop to 'hide'.. n well.. he left.. met him again on our way to de toilet.. den a uncle came to us to ask for directions.. sumhow he came to listen to.. eEks..! we quickly went into to toilet after dat.. lucky he was gone after dat.. den it was onli bout 3 plus.. so we went for a ride on mrt.. reached home onli at bout 5plus..
hmmm.. so many tots goin thru my mind.. tryin my veri bez to kep myself at a beta mood.. dun wanna break down at dis moment.. but i believe i wun bah.. haiz.. wanna sae sorri to sumone.. i noe dis is mean n selfish of mi.. but.. but.. im reali reali sorri.. n jas.. thanx for todae.. thanx for tryin to cheer mi up.. had quite a interestin dae.. xie xie l0tx..

[[*heartache.. dui bu qi..]]

ha|z..!

2004-10-08T22:13:00.000+08:00

haiz.. xin qing hen bu hao.. feelin so weird.. kept thinkin bout so much.. bout all kinds of weird things.. so worried dat im gonna lose myself.. haiz..
exams cumin to an end le.. kinda relieved.. but.. veri worried.. im not confident bout gettin gd results.. sum sub were quite terribly done.. think im not gonna do well le bah.. de second n third term results r gonna pull down my total result de.. haiz.. shit..! dis year is de worst results im gettin.. sth is wrong wib mi.. my memory gettin worse le.. owaes forgettin things so easily.. haiz.. muz do more revision durin de holi le..=(
band prac startin soon le.. hmmm.. reali hope everything will be fine in band bah.. hopefully i will not dislike band prac.. or else it's gonna be a torture.. haha.. wad rubbish m i tokin?!
holi cumin le.. not much plans for de holi yet.. but hmmm.. im gonna spend more tym wib frenz to0 le.. haha.. wanna meet up old frenz.. miz them so much le.. but well.. wun forget to revise..
todae was a weird dae.. de first thing she said to mi dis mornin was dat she forgotten to bring sth for mi.. haiz.. well nvm.. anyway.. after chem paper.. we sat at de canteen for bout an hour restin.. den we left de sch.. Shan left for home while Jas n i went to look for gym.. actuali we were plannin for swimmin but i cant go..! =( hmmm.. we went to two gym rnd yck.. but both were unavailable.. one needed membership.. de other got scary ppl inside we decided not to go.. haha.. den we went to jas de hse lorx.. walked frm yck mrt to her hse lorx.. kinda far i think.. haha.. anyway.. we met her parents at de void deck.. they were juz leavin for work after lunch break.. haha.. her mum was so cutee worx.. haha.. tellin both mi n jas to CUM home early.. haha.. well.. we changed to go out ltr.. wah.. kinda weird to bathe at sumone else de hse.. wore her clothes out todae oso.. haha.. den we went to meet Shan at novena mrt.. headed for Heeren.. well.. walk walk.. tok tok.. n take pix..! haha.. i think dat was de first tym de three of us took pix together lorx.. yeah..! a dae to rmb worx.. haha.. hmmm.. de two of them owaes bully mi de.. =( baddies..! haha.. anyway.. so0nheng n frenz came to find us.. met n tok for a while onli.. den de three of us decided not to stay wib dat big big grp.. haha.. oh yar.. zibin went for piercin todae.. two sum more..! both on left ear.. one of them is high up de worx.. wah.. pain leh.. haha.. hmmm.. we headed to Cine after dat to eat..! went to yoshinoya.. walk rnd for a while after dat.. walked to taka oso.. saw de ch8 host filmin outside taka.. haha.. went to look for Kalms de shop.. Shan was lookin at dat big bi bear.. cost $4o0 plus worx.. siao..! haha.. after dat we left for mrt le.. dropped by at popular to look for sum bk dat Jas needed to buy.. den i got home at bout 7.. kinda tired lorx..
oh yar.. todae is three of my frenz de bdae.. amanda.. zong xing.. kaydash.. well.. hapi bdae worx..! stay hapi..!

[[*haiz.. haiz.. haiz..]]

st|ll de same..!

2004-10-03T22:59:00.000+08:00

dis wkend is nth special.. well.. study n slack rnd sumtyms.. haha.. but i reali did study..! did as much maths practices as possible.. looked thru quite little bit for geog.. die le..! haiz..
anyway.. i went to Thomson Plaza after sch on thurs.. wib Shan n Daniel n Wenyao.. wanted to go Starbucks de.. shan hab two coupon.. can buy two cups of sth for de price of one.. haha.. forgot de name le.. anyway mi n daniel oso hab de thingy.. but did not bring it along.. oh yar.. dat dae was de last valid dae.. well well.. we got dere n headed to popular to get fullscap.. den we hab burger at Burger King.. den we went to Starbucks.. but haiz.. we realised dat de 'sth' got no more stock le.. n it's available while stocks last.. haiz.. dat was reali disapponitin lorx.. so we headed to BK to study dere.. left home at bout 4 plsu near to 5..
hmmm.. den on fri afternn.. i went to Jas hse.. to go thru sum E maths wib her.. quite a fruitful afternn i shld sae.. she cooked noodles for mi.. haha.. so so full.. den we studied in one of de rooms.. oh yar.. she got quite a messy bedroom..! haha.. it's shared wib her sis de.. haha.. anyway.. her sis called to ask if she wanted bubble tea.. n she bought one for mi too.. so nice of her.. haha.. i dun often go buy dat de.. lub it.. haha.. hmmm.. den i left her hse at bout 6..
sat nite i went to Northpoint wib family.. well.. nth special happened lah.. but hmmm.. sth is wrong wib mi i think.. feelin kinda down wen nth bad happened.. haha.. nvm nvm.. dun wanna think so much bout other things other den study rite now..

**dis wk is gonna be reali hard.. n im reali sorri.. pls bear wib my 'mei kong' hao mah..? dui bu qi..

[[*0ne m0re wk 0f exams..!]]

stressEd..!

2004-09-30T01:47:00.000+08:00

haiz.. exams is startin le.. tml is my first paper.. it's gonna end onli on 11 oct.. haiz.. so stressed bout exams.. well.. more of worried bah.. i've not been doin well for my third term.. actuali it is juz terrible.. =( i've been tryin to work hard on sub im weak at since sep holi le.. but.. test i took after dat holi showed no improvement leh.. haiz.. sth is wrong le.. my mind is like so.. so.. blocked..? eh.. dunno how to express dat.. =X
hmmm.. after so so long le.. im still coughin.. not reali dat often le.. but now.. every tym i cough.. im so so xin ku.. hopefully it will get beta cuz i dun wan it to affect my exams.. well.. actuali i think one moz important reason y i dun recover fast is cuz i did not stop takin tibits.. haha.. but well.. i reali cant resist..! =Pp
after todae.. i guess im gonna be even more busy le.. cuz of exams lah.. well.. it's gonna be tirin.. but i muz perservere..! jia y0u f0r mi..! haha..
to frenz hu believed in my gettin gd results.. xie xie so so much.. i dunno if i cld achieve dat.. but definitely.. i will work doubly hard de.. =D

[[*battle field is opened..]]

2004-09-24T22:02:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. jas.. mi.. jess.. shan.. n peanut.. o0oh.. frenz 4eva..!

2004-09-24T21:58:00.000+08:00

be urself dae @ sch field - jas.. mi .. shan.. peanut.. o0ps.. where's jess??

so0n heng bdae..!

2004-09-24T21:20:00.000+08:00

o0oh.. its one of my gd frenz soonheng de bdae worx.. wahaha..
de dae did not start well.. many things were turnin out quite badly.. firstly.. *he was not in sch todae.. felt kinda weird w/o his presence in sch bah.. haiz.. nvm.. den.. wen i reached sch.. i realised dat i forgot to bring de skirt dat i was gonna lend a junior.. n they needed it urgently.. so i told them dat i wld get it for them after sch.. haiz.. den.. durin recess.. sum kinda minor conflict turned out bet us bez frenz.. haiz.. dat was nth we cld do bout it.. cuz we dun reali noe where de problem lies.. haiz.. n oso many other small matters den worsen de dae lah..
well.. anyway.. after sch i rushed home immediately.. got de skirt n left home soon after.. met Jas n de junior at amk mrt.. passed de junior de skirt jiu left for J8 wib Jas le.. wen we reached dere.. we walked rnd for onli a while.. den soonheng n de others came le.. we headed to B1 de Ajisen.. den sum suggested to move to Sakae Sushi juz at de side.. n we went.. wah.. so paiseh.. well.. de lunch was damn full.. ate so so much.. had so so much fun to0..! daniel went off to Sweet Cakes to buy de small Tiramisu cake.. looked like puddin anyway.. haha.. den we surprised him wib de small cake after de meal. btu i guess maybe he kinda found out be4 dat le bah.. haha.. nvm.. we den went to take pix.. haha.. had lotx of difficulty takin them.. not reali successful i shld sae.. haha.. im damn bad at decoratin de pix..! haha.. i wun wanna do it again..! hmmm.. den we left for home at bout 6.. hope soonheng had enjoyed his dae..! haha..

well.. had been thinkin bout dis dese daes.. wad is de definition of a bez fren? or a gd fren? wad makes a bez fren? well.. im wonderin hu my bez frenz or true frenz ? hmmm.. maybe im bein too paranoid bout it le bah.. bu yao xiang le..!

[[*a little confused n upset..]]

t|red..!

2004-09-23T23:53:00.000+08:00

wah.. had a reali tirin dae.. both in sch n at home.. hmmm.. thursdae is de longest dae of de wk i think.. n todae was reali damn tirin.. i was havin full concentration be4 recess de.. den after dat jiu eye pain le.. =( n chem teacher mr soh din manage to cum durin lesson.. so he had makeup lesson after sch.. it started at 1445.. well.. i had quite a hard tym tryin to concentrate.. but hmmm.. managed to listen to him n copy down de notes lorx.. den it ended earlier den he tot.. 1600.. i was too tired to make my way home immediately.. so i kinda rest rnd in clz.. packed my stuffs.. den mi n jas left at bout 1645 to look for mdm liang.. had to tell her sth.. my ex-clz actuali wanna perform in de celebration tml evenin de.. but well.. we were not reali prepared.. so we had to tell her we cld not make it.. hmmm.. waited quite sum tym for her outside de staff room.. den we left for home after dat le.. todae journey home seemed long.. but hmmm.. nvm.. wen i got home.. i was too lazy to bathe.. so i cld not take my nap..! haiz.. spent sum tym at comp instead.. todae i did not hab much work due tml.. but had sum late work to be completed asap.. so i tried them.. well.. actuali tried onli physics.. hmmm.. now gonna bed soon le.. nitez le..!
nt a veri nice dae i had..! haiz..!

[[*tired..]]

m0v|e..!

2004-09-21T23:40:00.000+08:00

went t0 causeway p0int t0dae after sch.. wib shan 0nli.. haha.. juz t0 catch a m0vie dat was 0nli available at causeway p0int 0r cine.. watched A1 dunno wad de.. haha.. dun rmb le.. hmmm.. a veri mysterious show worx.. haha.. interestin to0..!
juz finished watchin Titanic.. wah.. sad sad sad.. so so touchin.. cried again.. haha.. wun mind watchin it again.. =D

[[*TitaniC - jack n rose..]]

st|ll c0ugh|n..?

2004-09-20T23:47:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. gettn beta sl0wly le bah.. but.. hehe.. still eatin a tiny bit of tibits lorx.. was actuali feelin fine on sat de.. so i decided to try my luck.. ate a box of strawberry pocky.. den opps.. cough like hell again.. haha.. but now.. surely getin beta le bah..
well.. juz dese daes.. so many things r happenin round mi.. not reali regardin mi lah.. sum dun even concern mi at all.. but well.. concerns my frenz lah.. hmmm.. hopefully they will stay hapi bah.. cheer up man..! haha.. well.. it actuali hurts mi to noe dat frenz r not feelin fine n i can do nth bout it.. hmmm.. dunno lah..
exams gettin so so near le.. 10 daes onli.. wah.. scary.. muz jia you for myself le.. cant slack anymore le.. =(

ch0c0h0l|c m|..!

2004-09-17T19:07:00.000+08:00

haiz.. hab been c0ughin f0r b0ut a wk le.. first few daes were reali terrible.. tryin hard n0t t0 eat any ch0co f0r dese daes le.. haiz.. s0 xin ku..! but anyway did ate sum lah.. ate a snickers 0n wed evenin.. n 0pps.. c0ughed even m0re badly dat nite.. haha.. like nearly dyin.. n juz ate a Top juz n0w.. 0h yar.. durin clz.. half a kit-kat yesterdae n a small piece 0f crunch t0dae.. haha.. kit-kat was chuanxin de.. she shared it wib le0nard.. j0el.. n mi.. haha.. t0dae de was mine frm da0wei.. haha.. den felt terrible again l0rx.. =( hmmm.. anyway.. da0wei b0ught mi quite a l0t 0f ch0c0 w0rx.. cuz 0f my msn nick.. haha.. s0 nice 0f him.. =D but think hab t0 keep de 0thers til nex tym le.. =(
haiz.. h0pe my c0ugh can get beta so0n.. den can enj0y ch0c0 like be4 again le.. haha..

[[*ch0c0late rawKs..]]

hap| hap|..

2004-09-15T23:03:00.000+08:00

wo0pes.. t0dae was a great dae.. though de dae was as usual.. haha.. everything juz seemed fine n well.. but hmmm.. its a special dae f0r mi w0rx.. 5th special m0nths passed le.. hehe.. nah.. dun wanna elab0rate b0ut dis here.. anyway.. i hab been feelin s0 tired 0ften f0r de wh0le dae.. s0 t0nite im g0nna slp earlier le.. haha.. it's 0nli 11 n im turnin in t0 bed le.. nitez..

[[*every dae wib u is a special dae..]]

nth spec|al..

2004-09-14T16:40:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. a veri usual dae i had.. PE was like usual.. im slackin rnd again.. haha.. math was kinda interestin t0dae.. ms ng was n0t in clz f0r de first peri0d t0dae.. bz wib 0ther stuffs bah.. an0ther teacher came in.. i f0rg0t his name le.. haha.. anyway.. he br0ught us t0 de sch library.. dat was nice..! haha.. anyway we had a grp task l0rx.. quite a interestin 0ne i shld sae.. but dere is g0nna be quite many pr0blems cuz members r n0t 0f de same clz de l0rx.. but h0pefully it will be fine bah.. =D well.. after sch i went h0me wib peanut.. but half way back h0me i decided t0 dr0p by N0rthp0int t0 get sth.. had lunch at Bk.. haha.. yeah..! den we headed t0 buy cardh0lder.. i had sp0ilt all my 0ther cardholder n g0t nth t0 use le.. things r like s0 scattered n luan.. haha. anyway i b0ught tw0 le.. haha.. s0 cuteee..! b0th is pink.. haha..

[[*0ur frenship is s0da-lici0us..]]

craz|e..!

2004-09-13T23:23:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. weird dae f0r mi.. full of up n d0wn.. 0ne big stupid pr0blem.. i seemed t0 l0se my temper m0re easily n0wadaes le.. but n0t veri badly lah.. sch was as usual l0rx.. after sch i left alm0z immediately f0r amk jubilee.. f0r a m0vie wib him.. actuali it was mi hu wanted t0 catch dat m0vie.. Raisin Helen.. hmmm.. think im g0in crazie 0ver m0vies le.. haha.. anyway.. i think de little gal in de show is so damn cute.. [hipp0.. hipp0..] haha.. nvm.. well.. i went h0me alm0z immediately after de sh0w..
back at h0me.. i had single mushro0m swiss frm burger king f0r dinner.. n a little 0f mama de no0dles.. haha.. i like my dinner f0r t0dae..! haha..
nth much t0 update f0r t0dae le.. 0h yar.. intend t0 put my handf0ne t0 rest f0r a few daes le.. dun reali n0e wad actuali made mi decide s0.. even th0ugh its g0nna be hard f0r mi.. bill is 0ne biggest reas0n.. but.. hmmm.. well.. i guess maybe it's os0 cuz im tired 0f c0mmunicati0n thru sms..? haha.. crazie mi..! dat cann0t be true..! but anyway.. n0 f0ne f0r a wk frm tues le bah.. haha..

[[*m0vie.. m0vie.. m0vie..]]

*'~sth is n0t rite wib mi.. juz wad issit..?~'*

wad a h0l|..!

2004-09-13T01:10:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. tml is sch dae le.. dun quite think my holi was a fruitful one i shld sae.. din reali study as much as i planned.. well.. gonna make gd use of de rest of de tym be4 exams le bah..
oh yar.. i watched I,Robot on sat wib my family.. at home.. frm dvd.. haha.. quite a nice show..

[[*m0vie rawks..!]]

2004-09-12T15:58:00.000+08:00

any0ne hab dese vcds..? lend mi..! haha.. im lo0kin f0r it.. i've watched de Tigger Movie le.. lo0kin f0r de 0ther tw0.. if hab pls lend mi.. xie xiee.. =D

mRt..

2004-09-10T17:12:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. had ge0g less0n t0dae.. it was a little be4 no0n.. but i went 0ut at b0ut 9 t0 meet so0nheng n shan.. t0 study again.. but t0dae we did n0t study much l0rx.. i guess it was kinda to0 early bah.. den shan n so0nheng were hungry.. s0 we m0ved t0 mac.. haha.. den mi n shan did a bit 0f hmk we did n0t c0mplete.. so0nheng was d0in self-study.. den so0n after we were t0kin away le.. haha.. anyway.. t0dae nth much happened durin de less0n lah.. bala to0k my seat n made mi sit 0ne seat in fr0nt.. anyway dat did n0t b0ther mi lah.. haha.. s0 i sat wib le0nard l0rx.. din reali t0k a l0t lah.. but n0t reali c0ncentratin.. haha.. dunn0 y.. well.. after de less0n we sat f0r a while at de f0yer waitin f0r jess.. cuz jess n jas havin ch0ir t0dae..den mi n shan left sch at b0ut 2.. hmmm.. we were kinda b0red s0 we went t0 take de mrt..! haha.. chat le hen du0.. sat at marina bay mrt platform til bout 4.. sumh0w.. i juz feel s0 qing s0ng n0w.. hehe.. s0 nice.. 0h yar.. we sat til i had '0vertym' in de mrt.. shan to0.. den we had t0 pay 2 bucks each.. but i g0t c0mpletely n0 cash wib mi.. haha.. s0 silly..! anyway i dunn0 if they deducted frm my ezlink.. haha.. =Pp

[[*i lurb de mrt..]]

2004-09-09T13:20:00.000+08:00

dat's mi n beatrice n eloys.. at esplanade bay.. after band dinner..

trappEd..

2004-09-09T13:19:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. it's h0li n im trapped at h0me.. cant g0 0ut.. haiz.. had been 0ut 0n m0ndae t0 study n tues f0r m0vie 0nli.. hab t0 spend de rest 0f de h0li at h0me.. =( reali feel like g0in 0ut.. even if it is f0r study.. haha..

~b0red~

13 g0|n 0n 3o..

2004-09-08T17:01:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. went t0 watch a m0vie at Lid0 yesterdae.. wib shan.. so0nheng.. n him.. hehe.. shan actuali wanna watch anac0ndas n so0nheng actuali wanna watch b0rne supremacy.. we spent b0ut half h0ur decidin l0rx.. haha.. stupid..! 0k nvm.. lurb de sh0w anyway.. s0 nice..! watched dat sh0w le hen du0 gan chu w0rx. muz cherish ppl rnd us all de tym w0rx.. 0r else 0ne dae jiu hui regret le.. haha.. anyway.. we went t0 y0shin0ya at cine after dat.. den t0 heeren.. after dat at b0ut 5 we left f0r h0me le.. n0t a veri interestin dae but still lurb it.. cuz i g0t t0 watch a m0vie.. wahaha..

[[*m0vIe rawKs]]

ch0|r c0ncerT..

2004-08-22T14:40:00.000+08:00

yesterdae nite was amkss choir first public concert ever.. wahaha.. so interestin.. it was great.. reali nice.. haha.. Jas was one of de few soloist out of de whole choir worx.. wahaha.. so hapi for her.. haha.. see le so gandong.. she can reali sing man! she sang de english chorus of de jap song 'I Believe' frm de show Overtime.. wah.. reali amazin.. haha.. her family n cousin were dere too.. they were so nice.. helped mi n shan got sum food dat was for de vips n guests onli.. wahaha.. anyway.. de concert was wonderful.. mi n shan bought pink roses for our frenz.. n we each got one back frm de choir too.. wahaha.. they kinda 'steal' them for us de.. wahaha..

[[*i lurb c0nceRts]]

w0rr|ed..

2004-08-20T19:01:00.000+08:00

w0rrys r 0ne 0f de w0rst thng 0ne can hab l0rx.. n.. m ver w0rred n0w.. haz.. dn tell any0ne yet.. mean.. n0t many ppl n0e bout t yet.. but dun thnk t wll be a secret f0r l0ng l0rx.. juz l0st my camera yesterdae n sch.. well.. n0t actual m hu l0st t.. but guess t was my fault bah.. haz.. dun dare to tell my parents b0ut t yet.. w0rred.. haz.. h0pefully dat d0tc pers0n wll return bah.. haha.. sound mp0ssble.. nvm..

wad's wrong?

2004-07-29T16:53:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. cant seemed to smile happily frm within like be4 recently.. sth seems to be missin.. or maybe im too busy to notice happiness rnd mi? i dunno.. nearly lost..

[[*im in a dazz.]]

so upset..

2004-07-18T01:06:00.000+08:00

daes r not as fine at home nowadaes.. so sad.. y do i feel like im always bein accused of thigns dat i nv wrong.. haiz.. how i wish my parents cld understand how i feel n wad i wan or wad i nd.. issit becuz of mi dat cuz so much pain? issit mi dat is in de wrong? i reali nd to find dat out soon.. =(

im sorri..

2004-07-05T11:57:00.000+08:00

im sorri for all de hurt dat i've caused u.. i reali hate to see u sad.. it hurts mi more knowin dat u r upset.. haiz.. =(

fIrSt oNe...

2004-06-27T15:58:00.000+08:00

hmmm... my first post... =D